നീലതിരമാല പ്രണയിക്കും ചെറുമണല്‍തരികളെ തലോടിയോണ്ണം
വിറയാര്‍ന്ന എന്‍ കൈക്കള്‍ നിന്‍ മൃദു മേനിയെ പുണനരുമോ
മഴയെ നിലാമഴയെ വീണ്ടും തനുവേകിയോ വിറയാര്‍ന്ന മണല്‍തരികളെ
നനവാര്‍ന്ന എന്‍ കൈവിരലുകള്‍ മേനി തഴുകുമ്പോള്‍ 

"നീയെ നീയെ എന്‍  ജീവന്‍ നീയെ"

മൂടല്‍മഞ്ഞു മറയ്ക്കും മേഘങ്ങള്‍ക്കിടയില്‍ സിന്ദൂരം തോടുന്നുവോ 
കാറ്റിലാടി ഉലയുന്ന്‍ കാര്‍ക്കുന്ദല്‍ തട്ടി മാറ്റി  ആ നെറ്റി  ചുംബികുംബോള്‍
മഴവിലിന്‍ നിറം മങ്ങി മായ്ച്ച  ചെറു ചുടേകിയെ സുന്ദര  പ്രഭാതമേ 
സാരീ തുമ്പിനാല്‍ തണുപ്പ അകറ്റിയ നിന്‍ വിരലുകളെ ഞാനറിയുന്നു 

"നീയെ നീയെ എന്‍  ജീവന്‍ നീയെ"

Tatvamasi

The happy me:

Who all can imagine the life in a very good family which stands for society and social needs even cut shorting their own needs. There lies the success of his father, who invested a tantamount to needy and poor’s. “Milking” is a synonym expressed for that. Happy that Syam is able to contribute, while hearing social animals say ur family live long and is blessed. Atleast 3 times a call from family and a restrictive “deja-vu” phone call from dad before Syam does any bad is some blessings really from nature and god too.

No one had got the privilege to get into multiple relationship and understand different individual perception. This had really brought bunch of good friends from opposite sex whom with syam can even share bed like he does for his sister. Enjoyed that without looking into balance sheet, P&L or cash outflow.

Blessed Syam is as he can deliver a natural smile and attract anyone who is near with his talks, which mattered a lot and was able to crack an IIM entry. Syam might have done something great for this.

It’s really wonderful to have best friends stays as like in old days; even through call for him makes him happy. Even though for some it’s nuts, Syam really enjoyed bike ride during rain at midnight, breaking laws to see the lover again at night, freaking out with all groups of friends: school, college, b school or dance mates.

Cumbersome it is for him to avoid anyone who is so attracted to him and enjoys his company. He mingles with all irrespective of assessment with attributes. He’s so free and freak that try experimenting things which no one had did.

“It’s neither perception nor views but the character and will power determines the altitude”

Aham Brahmasmi!

Giving love and being loved is really a wonderful feeling and blessing. But as an individual , Syam wasn't able get as love as what he had given to all, whether it be dad, mom,brother, and it be friends. Is it because the sadist in individual is rising up? No, perfectly no. The expectation he sets for each relationship is very high and commitment to 100%.

It was heart breaking when the sister from another mother in college left college as her proposal was rejected by me. Is Syam wrong in that? No. Still he feels that motivated her to have a very good life. Cant expect best friends as how they are in 15's. Married and committed makes them busy. Is Syam a failure? Can be.

First lover is always special. What if she gets dumped by thyself due to pressure from family as was not settled. Its not wrong from Syam's side , due to which she was divorced. Then why thy feeling sad for her and motivate her after her suicide attempt as a care taker being fatherless. Giving hope for her life being a semi lover, making her still feels like a girl through admiring.Commitment to 100 % and values relationship. 

Never had a second thought when she(rebounded lover and one minute killer n all day) had shown that she feels for me in blood. Is it a mistake to return a letter which flooded in blood" stating i love you". Even after seeing her roaming around with her to be hubbie then, is it Syam's mistake to believe her and say "I believe you". It was not thy mistake to freak out hearing about engagement without informing a word. Heard "Possessiveness" is Syam's fault. Yea, Syam was possessive about her safety and till now with a child in hand. Commitment was in return was 10 % for 500 % given to her, as I heard Syam was time pass for her after 4 years from close friends.

Mom, Dad, Brother: Commitment to 100 % and more. But still feel mom cares for brother too much. Feels dad always cared him when my abroad MBA dreams was shattered and was to take job at the tender age for 22 , funding for Brothers education. Still Syam is selfish and bad. Yea, bad!.

Still he's introvert,he's selfish,he's bad, he's womanizer, he's not talented, he's not special,he's flirter, he's short tempered. You are hit hard through many means and may ways but:

Only word I am trying to find out is "Aham Brahmasmi"

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