I
myself, was the first one to confess on the page-MGCE Confession, but
fortunately or unfortunately, it didn’t get published
May
be my mistake...With a vision to be a good guy in all perspective of life after
finishing my school days came to MGCE as the second batch..It doesn’t seem like
a college at that time mere with 35 guys roaming around as our seniors. Even though
we enjoyed to the ultimatum, there was certain limitation with no dance team,
no guys who play cricket rather boasting Rajani’s film. Pretty bored……..
Then
I got some awesome friends as hostlers and my branch mate. We started building
one by one. This is not my confession; It was an applause to all the batch
mates who were there acting as a building pillars of so called MGCE.Hails 2005-09
batch.
Here
I start, I noticed her during s3-s4(EEE), an awesome Nair girl, having long
hairs and nice looks, pretty nice to be my sister as I don't have one. So she
became, rarely talks to help her from so called lover, was sometimes able
to help as both had been my friends, infact helped both, rather showing a
discrimination. Soon the college became what I dreamed of 1 Magcojennus, Cusat
arts fest 2006,2009, sports meet.
Each
and every time I used to get good messages rarely from my sister with all my
well wishers. The time had become me held high gossip even during the last tour
to Goa, but as my friends knew me well, It was for all goodness, not my
pleasure). She remained as my sister (as I do value relation a lot) .
For
me still a friend is a friend irrespective of gender. Exams , need to pass on
2009 , I need to clear for myself, even I am not going to get any awards for my
contribution, to acquire a good job, and to came out of my childhood friend
shantis paapa(boasting about her all pass and 80%+). In midst after passing all
the exams , I think was watching American Pie, got a text on my mobile,
something like this,
"I
love u and am pretty serious what’s ur reply?, I know u will be serious and u r
the best"
No,
I was not, because I hate love during college days, perfect infatuations. So
took the matter as fun and left a message I also love but as my sister as
always.
"കലാലയത്തിന്റെ മാസ്മരിക ഭംഗി ഞാന്
ആസ്വദിച്ച കലയോടെയുള്ളവളെ അങ്ങനെ തള്ളിപറഞ്ഞു”
I
was never indulged and thought about that, rather had freaked with my dance
mate and disciple Aneesh Sasendran.
Left
Trivandrum joined with an all pass with pretty good percentage(1 among the 5),
got the best in Bangalore- Schneider Electric and came back to Tvm to join Allianz,
the story which I heard was the first, the girl had a horrible situation at
that time, nobody was there to help her, even from hi-fi family, her sister
eloped, she was tiring for a helping hand, she left some days after I texted
her , with a supply for her to pass in final semester(she cleared all other on
first shot), was made to marry with her boy arranged with her sister.
Fuck,
myself, still I regret, I should have at least said u some words which made u
happy, at that time, Even she lives happily, it’s a deep regret that I was
unable to help u as a brother .For me it’s a mistake, I did never know u, when the girl I loved after getting descent jobs dumped me for IIM geek.
I still had something in my mind If I had not said the word sister on my first
time, you will have by this time given birth to a future Doctor or Engineer
with my blood. Sorry extremely sorry...
Moral advice: So guys and
girls never take any one in your life as a sister unless via blood relation
PS:
On this sweet Sunday, hearing some case discussion in EPGP classroom in IIM K,
a weird thought came to me and I prayed with heart.
“Oh
my lord!! please don’t make someone write similar story and refer me as a IIM
GEEK or NERD.
